NaNoWriMo 2018

The first time I heard the term NaNoWriMo was a little over a year ago. I was sitting in a writer’s workshop and the woman next to me asked if I’d ever done it before. The workshop was filled with mostly novice writers and while I had spent years writing, I had no idea what she was talking about.

NaNoWriMo stands for National Novel Writing Month. It takes place during the month of November where writers compete to write a manuscript for a novel. It’s more about competing against one’s self than other writers. Often the hardest part about writing a novel is setting aside the time to do the work. NaNoWriMo is designed so that writers from all over the world can feel empowered by other writers to get that first draft finished in 30 days. Aspiring novelists can sign up at the NaNoWriMo website where they can track their daily progress and get inspiration to help them forward. The ultimate goal is to have 50,000 words by the end of the month. The website has progress badges writers can earn as they work because honestly, anything helps when it comes to writing a novel length manuscript!

I have been kicking around a particular story concept for several years now and even went so far as to create a rudimentary outline of the basic plot points. In October I joined a writers group to help me keep focus on my writing and I shared a little about my story. The leader of the group suggested NaNoWriMo as the perfect opportunity to crank out the first draft. She was absolutely right. I have spent the time since then working on a much more detailed outline of my story as well as developing the characters and the world in which the story takes place. With those tools, I can now do the hard work of cranking out about 1,700 words a day through the month of November.

In two days I will begin my first NaNoWriMo challenge. If you don’t see me much in the real world during November, assume I’m writing! If you do see me, ask me how it’s going. I know the more encouragement (or nagging) I get, the more I am likely to stay on task and reach 50,000 words by the end of the month!

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This Too Shall Pass

No matter how big or how small the struggles I’ve faced in my life, my father’s words have echoed in my mind, “This too shall pass.”

When I learned of the swift confirmation and swearing in of Judge Kavanaugh I felt a great weight upon my heart. I began to question everything I thought I knew about my country. Many years ago I put on the uniform of a United States sailor and I always wore that uniform with pride. I served at a time when I didn’t agree with the politics of those in power but I felt what called us Americans meant we were all playing for the same team.

I don’t feel like that anymore. I feel the divide is deep and wide and not just among those elected to make decisions on our behalf. I feel the rift growing between families and neighbors who disagree on science, religion, and who should have rights when it comes to a woman and an unborn child. Where once we could agree to disagree, we now are entrenched and those who aren’t for us must be against us.

I try to remind myself that my act of service wasn’t for a government, it was for a people. Long ago I believed Americans were worth dying for and I took an oath to defend my country with my life. I was young and naive but I knew what I was doing. When the towers fell on 9/11 I was at the tip of the spear, ready to do my part in dishing out American justice for those lives taken. When I came home, I saw a country united where neighbors of all race and cultural backgrounds proudly displayed the flag that unifies us all.

Today I see athletes kneeling because the symbol of our nation no longer matches our vision. I see women marching, demanding they not only be heard, but believed. I see injustice everywhere as those with plenty get more and those with little get less. And I watch as my government plays party politics at the expense of our nation. We are not great, we are not great again, and if this is what winning looks like, I’d rather lose. If we were losing when we were defending freedom and justice for all, and if winning means ripping children from mother’s arms, praising Nazis for marching in our streets, and shaking hands with the world’s worst dictators, then we’ve lost our identity, we’ve lost what it means to stand up and defend the oppressed. We have become the enemy.

I’m not sure when our nation wandered down this road of division but I do know those who oppose liberty and justice are celebrating. We have done to ourselves what no foreign agent has been able to do, we are divided. This is not the country I swore and oath to defend.

And yet I again hear the wisdom of my father, “This too shall pass.” But I wonder, pass into what? Are we headed for civil war or a second revolution? Are we too far gone to bridge the chasm that separates our different cultural, religious, and social ideologies? I hope not. I hope very soon we can remember what we once stood for. I hope that out of our many voices, we can be one great nation. E pluribus unum.

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